my first $100,000 month taught me something dark:
success is lonely as fuck
here's what they don't tell you:
friends get weird
family gets distant
girls get interested for wrong reasons
you can't celebrate
because they'll judge
you can't struggle
because "must be nice"
you can't be human
because you're supposed to be happy
i remember calling my best friend:
"bro i just hit 100k"
silence
"must be nice being lucky"
lucky?
18 hour days = lucky?
living in a shed = lucky?
sacrificing everything = lucky?
that's when i learned:
level up alone
celebrate alone
struggle alone
find new friends at new levels
because success changes you
and change scares people
especially people who aren't changing
now my circle is 5 people
all making $500k+ monthly
all understand the cost
all pay it gladly
we don't talk about cars
we talk about problem
we don't flex we solve
because real g's move in silence
and silence is expensive
but worth every penny
the lesson:
prepare to lose people
it's not personal
it's physics
you're vibrating different
they can feel it
they can't match it
so they leave
let them